P-I-S-S-I-N-G

Seriously, I hate my ITP. It's killing me!!! I'm bored to death. Then there's this one staff, let's call her 'A'. I don't like her. Fine! So I was late. 10 mins. When I came in, she looked at me like one kind. I was about to say 'Good Morning' but with face like that, 'Go to hell!' After I sat for awhile, she called for me. I went to her and once again she looked at me and kind of walked off. Was about to when I called for her and she said the pantry is my job. No need for her to remind me. She said with a smile or laugh. The kind that not... sincere? I don't know but you what I mean right? I know it's my job but I just did it once. Like a few weeks back. Someone had already did it when I came so I thought today someone has done it already too. The job is simple. Boil water. Hah!

And then today I had to give the whatever job sheets, need her to sign and stuff. She had to come to me a few times, telling me to fill in this and that, I forgot this and that. She said she hated to remind me and stuff. Oh yah, she said with a laugh at the end. Maybe she doesn't want me to know she's kinda mad at me. Hah! Of course I need you to remind me. I don't understand your instructions because you are mumbling and second, you are speaking through your nose. Then last two weeks job sheet I had to give to my supervisor which I don't know because 'A' just gave me the paper after signing without telling me. Then once again, she pissed off at me. Whatever! I just can't wait for this ITP to end.

Of course the other two interns can click with the staff here because they are all of the same race. And of course, this company here is 100% related to the course they are studying. Then there's this intern forever kan-chong.

Tomorrow I'll be the first the come. If not, at least I will come before 'A' and when she walks in, turn her head to the right, there I am. This place is not welcoming at all. Well, a few of them are very kind like my supervisor. The boss? I won't say much.

Seriously, I'm bored and I'm reading this book called, 'The Present'. The Secret to Enjoying Your Work and Life, Now. So, I'm trying to enjoy the present.

I'm so pissed off at a lot of people. From my ITP to my work place.

So lesson learnt. Find your own company for internship. Find something you like then it will be enjoyable. Adios!