Mad for Nothing

"I love everything about you"... Teet! That is seriously BS. Come on. You gotta admit it. There's no way you going to love everything about your significant other. When you're quarelling, everything will come out. "This is why or what I don't like about you...bla bla...." Hey, there's always flaws, and a relationship with no arguments?... Too perfect almost too boring. But of course, no couple likes that.

Haha. You know that Ne-yo song Mad? There's one part saying, "Fighting 'bout nothing". I think that's what I like, or rather love, to do to Ayun. Suke carik pasal. Agaknye Nur dah boring. Rase macam dier jarang layan Nur gitu. Sometimes my Ayun is just too cute. Torturing him is fun. DomiNURtrix! hahahaha....

Gotta a secret to tell you. Yesterday,.... nothing. It's a secret. All I know is Ayun cannot send me to school or work or wherever, because then, I will hate to see him go.

Here's a big thing. To me, at least. My Ayun is ready to take our relationship to the next step. Ready means when he finds a proper job which he said soon. And when comes the 'soon', he said end of this year. Here's why it freaks me out. Because I think I'm not ready. Ready as in I'm still childish? I don't know. I still think macam cepat. Whether schooling or not, still cepat. Let me put it this way, "This is who I am and this is what I like. GC, Sum and Blink and MXPX rocking my room. If you look for me then I'll be at the show... I don't wanna be told to grow up".... got it?

Okay. And by ready also means when I found another job. My current job, nah uh, cannot make it. At my age, my current position I would say not for me. Promotion? Fat hope. It's true what Nana said. F&B sector, lots of boot licking. I just hope Ayun agree to me working as... what he's doing now. Tu pun tunggu lesen. Haha. I did try applying for a few jobs but maybe I'm a student that's why. And I need flexibility. So yah... Ayun knows how bagedil I am. Tak kasi tetap buat kan? Little Miss Stubborn. :)

Anyways, right now I'm doing a research for a simple dress. Let's just say I'm making my own simple tunang dress.

Criteria untuk tunang-

Ayun must have a proper job.
Nur, change job.
My dress must be ready.

A simple affair will do.

Love,
nUr