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When I asked him, to sit at home and just talked to me on the phone. His reply was, "Kalau kol pun tak de pape nak bebual".

I was upset but did not show it. We used to talk on the phone almost every night, even though there was 5 minutes silence, not talking. We would watched tv and laughed over the phone. Commenting on the show and stuff. When I called late, he would text me. 2130hr was the time I would always call. He would asked kenape kol lambat lah, ni lah, tu lah... haha... then later I would asked him to change channel to watch some funny show. And we would laughed so hard. :)

I just need one request from him. For that one day in one week, just one day, be at home and talk on the phone. I didn't know that request was so hard to fulfill. I'm mad. Am totally mad. Yesterday he picked me up from work and asked whether I want to spend time with him. I said NO! Here's the thing, when I'm mad, he will start to call, asking whether I've eaten and stuff. Are you free on this day or that. Whatever. And when everything's ok, it will be the same all over again.

His making no effort whatsoever. I don't need a boyfriend has a car, money or bike. I need someone with time.

Love,
nUr