It's OK to fall harder

So I had my first motorbike pract today. Hhhmmmm... yesterday. It was so funny I tell you. But I'm gonna tell you this first. My instructor said I was the best one among the group. Hehehe. There's 2 girls and the rest are guys. She said she gonna have me do the rounding first to make the guys feel paiseh. Maybe because of my class 3 license, that's why I know to look far. Ok, so it was only my first practical. As it will go up, that's where the difficulty comes.

My weakness has to be my balancing. I fall quite a number of times. I always fall at the braking part. Throttle off, clutch in, foot broke then slowly hand brake then left leg down. That's the part when I will suddenly lose my balance. But then I'm not afraid of fallng at all. I don't like guys to see girls as a sign of weakness so when I fall, I laughed. Because I found it funny. And I don't feel embarrassed or anything like that or people want to laugh or whatever. Then my lady instructor told me, "It's ok to fall harder, you'll get better." My mainstand sucks too. My reverse... hahah... I can't reverse. My instructuor had to push me. Then this guy was like looking at me reversing. Kena scolded by the instructor. I admit when I reverse, the bike doesn't even move. And our group doesn't listen to instructions properly.

My back hurts. Should be because of my pract. Must apply the correct technique. Then went to play pool with Ayun, Iman and Shidah. I first try of playing pool. Also funny. Ball went out. Hahaha... I suck.

Thanks Ayun! For the day out.

Love,
nUr