The Importance of Family Bond

Now then I realize how important family bonding is especially with your siblings. So much had happened recently. While your parents are still alive, it is them that keep the family together. And when they no longer around, what's left is you and your siblings. If you're not close with your siblings, to whom you going to turn to when there's problem? When there's a close relationship between you and your siblings, you can share any problems with them, doesn't matter whether it's a shameful thing. They will be there to help you find or solve a problem. Always be there with your family through the good as well as the bad times.

I miss my maternal grandparents. They were always independent. Not wanting to be a burden to their children. But at the same time I'm glad that they're gone because they don't have to go through the 'anak derhaka' thingy and seeing what had happened recently. Nenek gemuk I missed the most. I really wish she was here. But I can only pray for her. Well, sometimes it's not a good thing to miss someone who has left us too much. Like me, every where I go, every old woman I see, she will reminds me of nenek. I mean, like last week, I was this old lady, looked exactly like nenek. I was shock. I was like, 'Oh my God. Nenek still alive?'. I istighfar bynk2. Tak baik pikir gitu. Yang pergi tu sudah.

So, please treasure every moment with your loved ones. Make that every second a memorable one. You'll never know when they are going to leave you. Only Allah.

"A family that sticks together, stays together"

Love,
nUr

Confession

I LOVE MY AYUN.

PERIOD.

It's OK to fall harder

So I had my first motorbike pract today. Hhhmmmm... yesterday. It was so funny I tell you. But I'm gonna tell you this first. My instructor said I was the best one among the group. Hehehe. There's 2 girls and the rest are guys. She said she gonna have me do the rounding first to make the guys feel paiseh. Maybe because of my class 3 license, that's why I know to look far. Ok, so it was only my first practical. As it will go up, that's where the difficulty comes.

My weakness has to be my balancing. I fall quite a number of times. I always fall at the braking part. Throttle off, clutch in, foot broke then slowly hand brake then left leg down. That's the part when I will suddenly lose my balance. But then I'm not afraid of fallng at all. I don't like guys to see girls as a sign of weakness so when I fall, I laughed. Because I found it funny. And I don't feel embarrassed or anything like that or people want to laugh or whatever. Then my lady instructor told me, "It's ok to fall harder, you'll get better." My mainstand sucks too. My reverse... hahah... I can't reverse. My instructuor had to push me. Then this guy was like looking at me reversing. Kena scolded by the instructor. I admit when I reverse, the bike doesn't even move. And our group doesn't listen to instructions properly.

My back hurts. Should be because of my pract. Must apply the correct technique. Then went to play pool with Ayun, Iman and Shidah. I first try of playing pool. Also funny. Ball went out. Hahaha... I suck.

Thanks Ayun! For the day out.

Love,
nUr